i hear we're supposed to pray about stuff like this. i get that. but its like praying for patience.. God doesn't hand out patience. God hands out situations with which to build patience. too bad i can't pray for God to make the decision for me. i mean i suppose i could, but what if i don't like the outcome? this is what i'm afraid of:
"...saved the first for another day. but knowing as how way leads on to way, i doubt if i should ever come back..."
never thought i could relate that hideously boring poem to real life. good thing i took the time to actually memorize it.
did you know that if you memorize something in a weird voice (i.e, learning the Robert Frost poem in a british accent..) makes it -on average- 73% easier to learn? i'm sure there's a study to prove it..if not, i'll be the study that proves it. i think i could probably get rich that way. not that i'm all about the money, i could be just fine with never earning a dollar. of course, that would mean i'd be forced to marry rich and enjoy a country-club lifestyle. but i feel that if that's what it takes, then that's a sacrifice i must make. you know, for the furthering of...memorizational education. if there is such a thing..
i've come to a conclusion. i'll just avoid all confrontations and decisive situations by fantasizing about derby-days and soccer mom t-shirts and brainstorming non-profit get-rich-quick schemes. i feel its a safe bet.. dont you?